Where do I go from here...what do I want my life to look like? I am sure that some of what I am experiencing is because I am 39 and re-evaluating my life, and some because I feel as if, what started out as a way to share my creativity and spread joy among others has made my laptop feel like a ball and chain!
But back to my "Flying Lessons" - I am going to try and blog about my journey through this process and share what I can, with out stepping over the copyright of Kelly and her amazing insight and course.
In the first few lessons I have had two major insights...one personal, one professional.
Insight one: Kelly talks about experiencing what she calls "The Impostor Syndrome"- that when you feel like everyone around you is going to wake up and realise you shouldn't be where you are...OMG!! This is how I feel everyday!!! I felt so amazed to know that I wasn't the only person who felt this way, that if Kelly could feel this way (and she is amazing) then I wasn't out to lunch that I felt that way too! I love her fearless attitude and beliefs!
Insight two: and this was a big one....I had lost sight of my WHY!
Why do I own a kit company, Why do I teach...not why did it happen, or why I love my job...but a much deeper WHY. This is what I have to re-discover. What is it that I believe that drives me to do what I do.